Being skinny would actually solve 90% of my problems
I’ve always felt different from people. I don’t understand teenage friendship. Like, yeah we’re cool, but I may stop talking to you in a month. Hey we’re best friends and we hang out everyday only with each other and control each others lives. Or I’ll hang out with you, but ill make you look bad to boost my confidence. I just want friends. Real friends, ones who don’t care about looking cool, I just want to have a good time , not to get attention from boys. I dont care about guys .I wish everyone in this town wasn’t so self absorbed. I just want to find somewhere to fit in where I don’t have to be around people just looking for attention. I hope college can do that and I find genuine people.